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Forgive me. Not.

Mon, 08 Apr 2013 11:29:57 -0400

Karena nganggor, ngetik-ngetik ga jelas wes sekarang.

Wanna know bout me? baca post ini aja, at least you’ll now 50% of me :). First impression orang biasanya : GALAK ! haha. nggak salah sih :p. Trs ada yang bilang : JUTEK ! no, this is absolutely wrong. Jarang ada orang liat aku cewe alim. :p

Yeah, my characters are me. sometimes it’s good, other time it’s bad. People (and me) believe that i’m that melancholic type of person, others say that i’m sanguine. Believe me or not, humans are SPECIAL, with our own traits :). I’m a perfectionist person, i wish that everything goes PERFECT. i do scheduling my time properly, with every detail to do, and i go along with it. Sometimes i keep my mouth shut, thinking everything that i can think of, and get angry about my own thought (funny right?). Other time I can’t keep my mouth shut for even one second. That means I really find the activity is so interesting. I like seeing new friends, i like being friend with a lot of people, especially the people that I adore. I give my all to the persons that is important for me, even if we just met only 3 days. I believe I have this life to bless other people, as many as I can. So forgive me if I care too much. That means I don’t want my friends feel sad even just one sec. So, accept me for who I am. I try to get better day by day. I’m not flawless, I do have my negative side. But when I say I care for you, I mean it, friend :)

God bless all of you ! :D

oh NO ! I miss this moment !! #campprodiTI2013

Mon, 08 Apr 2013 11:12:22 -0400

oh NO ! I miss this moment !! #campprodiTI2013

Selalu diingatkan bahwa seluruh pelayanan yang kita lakukan, itu...

Sat, 30 Jun 2012 10:07:32 -0400

Selalu diingatkan bahwa seluruh pelayanan yang kita lakukan, itu semata-mata HANYA UNTUK KEMULIAAN TUHAN SAJA. Bukan kita yang ditinggikan, tetapi Dia yang dipermuliakan :)

A Year of Life :D

Sat, 30 Jun 2012 10:03:39 -0400

Lamaaaa sekali nggak pernah ketik-ketik cerita pengalaman hidupku. Banyak hal terjadi selama satu tahun sejak terakhir kali nge-blog. Ketika aku dihadapkan pada berbagai macam masalah yang terjadi, aku sering mundur dari Tuhan, aku akui itu. Aku malas berurusan dengan Tuhan dan mulai mengasihani diri sendiri. Jadi deh, self pity terbentuk dalam-dalam.

Sebuah proses yang panjaaaang sekali sampai aku berhasil mengambil keputusan yang aku pegang sekarang ini, maju sebagai frontline, astor, dan masuk fungsionaris hima.

Apa alasanku maju menjadi astor? Aku tahu jadi astor itu susahnya minta ampun. Hidup kita dinilai, dilihat, diteladani orang lain. Apa aku sok suci, apa hidupku sudah benar di mata Tuhan? Jawabannya simple, hidup orang pasti nggak ada yang sempurna. Trus, apa yang membuat aku mau maju jadi astor? Kengangguren? Might be. Hahaha.

Nggak kok. Aku cuma ingin belajar melayani. Setiap kali aku mau mundur jadi astor, aku selalu inget lagu ini “When I Say That I Love You.”

* When I say that I love you, it means I give the best for you. When I say that I love you, I will give everything for you. *

Wow, aku selalu tertegun dengan kata-kata itu. Tuhan lakuin SEGALANYA buat aku, masak aku harus berpikir panjang untuk menjadi bagian dari alatNYA?

Tuhan kasih latar belakang dan masa lalu yang suram buat aku. Mungkin dulu aku tidak pernah mensyukurinya. Tapi sekarang aku tahu kenapa Tuhan perbolehin hal-hal menyakitkan itu terjadi di hidupku. Tuhan pengen aku share kehidupanku. Melalui masa suramku, Tuhan mau tunjukin ke orang lain kalo sekali-kali Tuhan nggak pernah ninggalin anak-anakNya, termasuk aku. Aku pengen banget share kehidupanku sama maba-maba yang Tuhan percayakan buat aku nanti. Aku pengen kasih hidup dan hatiku buat mereka, supaya mereka tahu mereka nggak pernah sendirian.

So, what about you? What makes you, you?

I have a lot of upside down stories with my mom. But, once, I...

Sat, 30 Jun 2012 09:45:48 -0400

I have a lot of upside down stories with my mom. But, once, I really love her, the way she loves me. :) I learned how to live independently. That day, her birthday, I wish her a blessed life :D

habis P3KMABA dan percaya 100% pasti lulus!!dari program ini aku...

Fri, 22 Jul 2011 04:28:53 -0400

habis P3KMABA dan percaya 100% pasti lulus!!
dari program ini aku bisa belajar banyak.

satu hal yang pasti, “you are a precious person in the right place.”

setiap dari kita pasti berharga di mata Tuhan, dan masing-masing memiliki porsi untuk andil dalam dunia ini.

find your purpose in life!! :)

Photo

Mon, 11 Jul 2011 00:36:09 -0400

Photo

Tue, 05 Jul 2011 02:30:37 -0400

No matter what people say, don’t change if you don’t...

Mon, 04 Jul 2011 10:47:59 -0400

No matter what people say, don’t change if you don’t want to. Believe me, God loves you the way you are :)

My BIGGEST problem is always think negatively. Yeah, maybe lot...

Mon, 04 Jul 2011 01:51:29 -0400

My BIGGEST problem is always think negatively. Yeah, maybe lot of you get the same difficulty. But believe when you can think positive, God will do the rest. :)

LOOK AT MY NOSE! PS: click the photo!

Sun, 03 Jul 2011 03:25:18 -0400

LOOK AT MY NOSE!

PS: click the photo!

LOVE YOUU NENEKKKK! This girl was, is, and will be my best...

Sun, 03 Jul 2011 03:15:00 -0400

LOVE YOUU NENEKKKK!

This girl was, is, and will be my best friend.

PS: click the photo!

I LOVE THIS SOOOOOOOOOOONG! YEAH, IT’S NOT ABOUT THE MONEY

Sun, 03 Jul 2011 01:50:00 -0400

I LOVE THIS SOOOOOOOOOOONG!

YEAH, IT’S NOT ABOUT THE MONEY

You know, actually it’s not as simple as “You + Me =...

Sun, 03 Jul 2011 01:14:00 -0400

You know, actually it’s not as simple as “You + Me = Us”.

It takes courage to say it, trust and loyalty to stay in it, and betrayal to ruin it. The CHOICE is in our own hands, whether we want to hold on or to let it go. But believe me, it’s a HELL hard choice.

(HELL YEAH! my first art) Sometimes people call us weird, ugly,...

Sun, 03 Jul 2011 00:36:00 -0400

(HELL YEAH! my first art)

Sometimes people call us ~~weird~~, ~~ugly~~, different, can’t be like a normal people. BUT you know, those are gifts! God created us differently and it’s our major job TO BE DIFFERENT. So, when someone mocks you, that’s fine, you know that you’re LIMITED EDITION in God’s eyes. Isn’t that the most important thing?

my contact at twitter!

Tue, 21 Jun 2011 12:48:37 -0400

my contact at twitter!

"GOD loves you and HE won’t leave you like the others"

Tue, 21 Jun 2011 12:44:00 -0400

““GOD loves you and HE won’t leave you like the others””

- anonymous

(PINK!) This photo was taken in my old boarding house with my...

Tue, 21 Jun 2011 12:23:00 -0400

(PINK!)

This photo was taken in my old boarding house with my friend’s phone. This reminds us that LOVE isn’t about outside (*the look) but it’s ALL ABOUT in the inside. We can easily fall in love with someone because they’re pretty or handsome. BUT, believe me, those thing will fall apart and nothing more important than their HEART.

“So, love more for the inside NOT the outside.”